Depression What keeps you going?

[クーロ]

How do you guys keep going without roping? What's the thing keeping you together?

For me I literally can't afford to rope. That's all. All the tools I need are inaccessible since I don't have money and living in a small house with lots of little shits running around makes any loud methods infeasible. The moment I can get a gun, legally or not, it is night night. Otherwise I keep going on the vague hope that I'll go to university and have some breathing room to turn things around.

 

[IGiveUp]

I just appreciate my life even if it isn’t much, plus death is scary

 

[Deleted member 934]

Too much of an optimistic outlook to ever end my life
Neeting is ending for me tomorrow
Everything has added up and I have no need to rot anymore.

 

[Lord_hierophantūs]

How do you guys keep going without roping? What's the thing keeping you together?

For me I literally can't afford to rope. That's all. All the tools I need are inaccessible since I don't have money and living in a small house with lots of little shits running around makes any loud methods infeasible. The moment I can get a gun, legally or not, it is night night. Otherwise I keep going on the vague hope that I'll go to university and have some breathing room to turn things around.

The greatest sadness is not knowing the self and walking about as if to be alive. What keeps me going is nothing, I walk and yet know that what I do cannot last, an emptiness that when confronted is liken to a therapist prying into my psyche there is nothing and yet that part of me the one that speaks volumes in silence knows and always knew that is it nothing; self-hatred and a desire to self-destruct.

 

[クーロ]

death is scary

What scares you about death?

 

[IGiveUp]

What scares you about death?

The unknown, not knowing what’s next and losing everything you’ve ever loved

 

[Thadman]

Hoping for a breakthrough to grab me by the balls and lift me out of my rotting routine. Also my family (especially my siblings) would be utterly devastated and I wouldn't want to heap that upon them

 

[god.ly]

Unifnished projects
The possibility of ascension
That's it tbh

 

[god.ly]

Also my family (especially my siblings) would be utterly devastated

You cant care if youre dead

 

[Thadman]

You cant care if youre dead

But they sure will, and it would be vile to let them deal with the burden of my blood splattered body for the rest of their life while I rest in peace

 

[クーロ]

The unknown, not knowing what’s next and losing everything you’ve ever loved

Dang I can't relate. Everything after life being unknown kind of drives me towards roping even further. It makes me assume that if reincarnation is real, will my next life be more fulfilling than this one? If there is indeed an afterlife then whatever my fate ends up being is deserved. If there is truly nothing after life, that's a better position than whatever I'm in right now. I guess reading pessimistic philosophy really warps your worldview lol

But they sure will

Agreed but also can't relate. My family might be upset but they're better off with the burden of my death than the physical burden of me leeching off of them to sustain a lifestyle which only brings them disappointment. Better dead than a burden. Life is ultimately insignificant anyway, they'll forget about it after 3 years.

 

[Riddler]

Uncharacteristically bloomery for me but I feel life's always worth living. 99% of the time

For me I've been given so many do overs, second chances, hail Mary passes and Phoenix downs as terminally depressed as I am. I feel life's worth fighting for

I used to dread being in my 30s but now it seems like something to look forward to, now that's its only 6 years away



I like this soliloquy. You feel like life's hopeless but you fight for a better tommorow in your darkest hour

I do like the african thing of a connection to the suffering of one's ancestors. If they fought for you to be here under harsher Conditions. You can't fight it out

 

[Enju]

Enjoying copes and nature. Also too much of a pussy to kill myself

 

[ShoelessSperg]

How do you guys keep going without roping? What's the thing keeping you together?

For me I literally can't afford to rope. That's all. All the tools I need are inaccessible since I don't have money and living in a small house with lots of little shits running around makes any loud methods infeasible. The moment I can get a gun, legally or not, it is night night. Otherwise I keep going on the vague hope that I'll go to university and have some breathing room to turn things around.

Just live don’t roominate you n

 

[Zangano1]

My mother would be sad if I kill myself

 

[Muri]

fear of dying unironically

 

[poorcel]

My girlfriend and sex

 

[Deleted member 1325]

monkeylizardniggerbrain.

can't rope, so all i can do is try to live.

 

[Pirate]

death is scary as hell

 

[Deleted member 641]

What keeps me going is my family, friends and my future potential. Also I seek revenge by living as a way to get back at past bullies.

 

[ZZebra786]

Genetic code, Duh?

 

[ramcel]

 

[yoc]

I just appreciate my life even if it isn’t much, plus death is scary

The former is one of my reasons. My life is shitty, but it's still my life, and, frankly, even if you offered me to swap bodies with some millionaire, I wouldn't take it. I also just can't find a justification for roping. Even if I suffer, I just can't find a reason for why there would even exist suffering which is worse than death. But, deep down, it's really God that keeps me going.

 

[yoc]

Dang I can't relate. Everything after life being unknown kind of drives me towards roping even further. It makes me assume that if reincarnation is real, will my next life be more fulfilling than this one? If there is indeed an afterlife then whatever my fate ends up being is deserved. If there is truly nothing after life, that's a better position than whatever I'm in right now. I guess reading pessimistic philosophy really warps your worldview lol

What's the point of re-incarnation if you'll forget what you went through this life? And will it even be you? Will you be the one to experience your new life?

Agreed but also can't relate. My family might be upset but they're better off with the burden of my death than the physical burden of me leeching off of them to sustain a lifestyle which only brings them disappointment. Better dead than a burden. Life is ultimately insignificant anyway, they'll forget about it after 3 years.

I don't think that's true. You'll leave a hole in your family, there's just no doubt to that. Don't feel like a burden or that you don't belong. If you family didn't want you, they'd kick you out and forget about you while you are still alive.

 

[NEET_Whiskey]

My delusion of winning a lottery ticket

 

[Punished Neet]

Not ending up like this

 

[BlackOps2Enjoyer1]

Drugs and future cosplayer gf

 

[ShyGuy]

Nothing, I'm waiting for death

 

[Brother Wagecuck]

retro video games
food
drugz
anime
family

 

[Friezacel]

My survival instinct

 

[Gurcel316]

I'm not afraid of death tbh
I'm afraid of hell
That's why I don't rope