What/who do you blame for your situation? And what do you want?

xinino

xinino

Mission Suicide
Jul 3, 2024
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For me, the problem is rationality and its byproducts: "civilization, language, industrialism, science, technology, tradition, humanistic beliefs," the age of enlightenment, and the renunciation of barbarism.

I don't blame anyone or anything for it, because all this follows the second law of thermodynamics of the universe, "increase complexity of system and its entropy," and I don't want anything to change. Nonetheless I wish we are barbarians, but it's impossible.

I believe that excess is embedded in every human being alive, whether psychological or physical also Economic excess, like human resources and commodities. If excess isn't absorbed back into the functionality of whatever system, then it has to be destroyed catastrophically.

We should embrace both cases because the fear of death is only an illusion to people who are still alive, not the dead ones. Barbarians recognized that, like Vikings and Mujahideen.

"Excess notion in this context is related to George Bataille and his theory of general economy and solar anus."

I am not a NEET or Incel. I am a student. Nonetheless, I get very disgusted, witnessing any kind of order. I'm pretty sure if I don't kill myself, I will end up in prison.
 
ShoelessSperg

ShoelessSperg

NEET
Feb 9, 2024
1,163
For me, the problem is rationality and its byproducts: "civilization, language, industrialism, science, technology, tradition, humanistic beliefs," the age of enlightenment, and the renunciation of barbarism.

I don't blame anyone or anything for it, because all this follows the second law of thermodynamics of the universe, "increase complexity of system and its entropy," and I don't want anything to change. Nonetheless I wish we are barbarians, but it's impossible.

I believe that excess is embedded in every human being alive, whether psychological or physical also Economic excess, like human resources and commodities. If excess isn't absorbed back into the functionality of whatever system, then it has to be destroyed catastrophically.

We should embrace both cases because the fear of death is only an illusion to people who are still alive, not the dead ones. Barbarians recognized that, like Vikings and Mujahideen.

"Excess notion in this context is related to George Bataille and his theory of general economy and solar anus."

I am not a NEET or Incel. I am a student. Nonetheless, I get very disgusted, witnessing any kind of order. I'm pretty sure if I don't kill myself, I will end up in prison.
Normie alert
 
ShoelessSperg

ShoelessSperg

NEET
Feb 9, 2024
1,163
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WestEuropoor

WestEuropoor

Yes sir, i can boogie!
Oct 7, 2022
5,960
For me, the problem is rationality and its byproducts: "civilization, language, industrialism, science, technology, tradition, humanistic beliefs," the age of enlightenment, and the renunciation of barbarism.

I don't blame anyone or anything for it, because all this follows the second law of thermodynamics of the universe, "increase complexity of system and its entropy," and I don't want anything to change. Nonetheless I wish we are barbarians, but it's impossible.

I believe that excess is embedded in every human being alive, whether psychological or physical also Economic excess, like human resources and commodities. If excess isn't absorbed back into the functionality of whatever system, then it has to be destroyed catastrophically.

We should embrace both cases because the fear of death is only an illusion to people who are still alive, not the dead ones. Barbarians recognized that, like Vikings and Mujahideen.

"Excess notion in this context is related to George Bataille and his theory of general economy and solar anus."

I am not a NEET or Incel. I am a student. Nonetheless, I get very disgusted, witnessing any kind of order. I'm pretty sure if I don't kill myself, I will end up in prison.
Almost everything is my own fault even though being NON NT makes life significantly harder
 
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rekamaður

Banned
Apr 12, 2023
2,823
I blame nobody. And ironically that simple fact is what I can blame the most
There is no real enemy. Just scapegoats I can choose to give me some feeling or semblance of meaning. But the more I think, the more I understand that this is just the natural flow of things: everything I dislike is simply the course of life, human nature, biology, reality. I can’t point to a group, I can’t point to a social movement or trend and say “that’s the enemy”.
And that’s what ruins me. There’s no motivation or passion. Just acceptance and shallow nihilism.
 
Skoga

Skoga

No one is coming to save you.
Apr 29, 2024
733
My situation is good enough. Of course my life could've been better if I was born a chad and/or into a rich family. But I'm still grateful for what I have.
 
ShoelessSperg

ShoelessSperg

NEET
Feb 9, 2024
1,163
I blame nobody. And ironically that simple fact is what I can blame the most
There is no real enemy. Just scapegoats I can choose to give me some feeling or semblance of meaning. But the more I think, the more I understand that this is just the natural flow of things: everything I dislike is simply the course of life, human nature, biology, reality. I can’t point to a group, I can’t point to a social movement or trend and say “that’s the enemy”.
And that’s what ruins me. There’s no motivation or passion. Just acceptance and shallow nihilism.
Just world fallacy coping hard
 
xinino

xinino

Mission Suicide
Jul 3, 2024
2,678
I blame nobody. And ironically that simple fact is what I can blame the most
There is no real enemy. Just scapegoats I can choose to give me some feeling or semblance of meaning. But the more I think, the more I understand that this is just the natural flow of things: everything I dislike is simply the course of life, human nature, biology, reality. I can’t point to a group, I can’t point to a social movement or trend and say “that’s the enemy”.
And that’s what ruins me. There’s no motivation or passion. Just acceptance and shallow nihilism.
I accept that life is meaningless, but it's up to us to create meaning for the sake of our well-being. Although it can be disturbed by counter-beliefs or the world in general, in fact, that's what makes it more pleasurable. Despite my disagreement with Incel beliefs, not because I inherently oppose them, "they are understandable," but because I found my meaning in other things, Incel beliefs are still considered meaning, I even advocate for the transgression of any beliefs to furthermore discover and achieve them.
 
NekoStance

NekoStance

NEET
Dec 1, 2020
214
I want to be off my injection meds but looks like I'll be forced to take them long term
 
OldAutEP

OldAutEP

NEET
Jul 31, 2023
379
My mother mostly who was off in her own world trying to resurrect her dead father through excessive study of byzantine art history. That was her cope for being neet - Byzantine art history.
 
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