When was the last time you felt happiness

[Thadman]

The only time I feel sheer bliss and high energy is when I imagine myself laying with some gigastacy at night before I sound asleep, and it's not like it is some unrealistic prospect for me considering I have had those opportunities in the past and still have "potential".

I have recently been reminded of some ultra 10/10 vanilla blonde haired beauty who was really into me and vice versa when I took some summer school classes a few years back, there was obvious tension between the both of us but my socially impaired headass never took action or even got to know her name. I had my class switched a few days later and never saw her again, and from there I learned the whole class knew we had a little "thang" going on (despite trying to keep it subtle). I was flustered that our little "secret" was in the open the whole time and that everyone was harping on about it, sexual tension between two people really radiates through a full crowd.

It's really ah-muh-zang, I was 15 years old back then and I actually didn't care all that much about sex or foids at the time and kinda just let these opportunities pass (although I enjoyed the attention). My friends and classmates were absolutely beating themselves over me pissing away these prime opportunities a lot of men would kill themselves over, but I never fully digested how much I missed out until very recently and now am doing the same as they were.

My life really is a cruel prank of some sorts, I have the looks but i'm socially crippled to my core being so I am never able to talk to or keep proper relationships with everyday people. At least "ugly" incels are aware of the fact that they are doomed and will probably never find success, I on the other hand am a 20 year old khhv who would seem well rounded and on top of the game to an average normiefag at first sight but am a broken loser deep down.

 

[EternalKaczor]

I feel somewhat happy when im daydreaming or distracted by random YT videos.

 

[Thadman]

I feel somewhat happy when im daydreaming or distracted by random YT videos.

I daydream 24/7, imagining what my life could have been gives me bliss at times. Otherwise, i'm just eating junk or browsing the internet.

 

[Thadman]

If I happened to secure a GF or partner of some sorts, how would I explain my virginity to her lol?

When I tell people that I have barely touched a girl in my life (outside of rubbing legs and arms with girls in my class or at work), they are blown which just kills me more.

Being good looking isnt enough, if you lack social skills then you are genuinely giga-fucked. There are plenty of fucked up looking men who have gigystacy GFs because of their sheer personality and social skills.

 

[Thadman]

Do you have to tell her you're a virgin?

No dude, hoes can sniff out inexperience.

But I thought of a plan, I will just tell her that I never had much interest in sex until I found someone I truly connected with. And I might lie about having sex once for good measure, she would probably understand anyways.

 

[EternalKaczor]

I daydream 24/7, imagining what my life could have been gives me bliss at times. Otherwise, i'm just eating junk or browsing the internet.

I daydream the best at night before going to sleep, i often daydream about my imaginary girlfriend then.


I also listen to this type of music before going to sleep:

 

[anon1822fourthacc]

You're 20 and handsome?

Ok do this: go to therapy (don't give me that usual bullshit that it doesn't work). Get help for your social problems, therapy will help. Immerse yourself in social activities, join clubs and sports and such. Spend as little time in your room and on the internet as possible.

Your life will be good.

 

[Kpwat]

Don't remember.

 

[Thadman]

For someone who is a regular on a forum dedicated to NEETs & social rejects, my stories might sound unbelievable and made-up (which I totally understand).

But you have to understand that good looking, attractive virgins do exist because they lack personality or social skills to make things click. Most of us are hiding in the shadows because we are too ashamed or pained to tell others, but we do exist.

You're 20 and handsome?

Ok do this: go to therapy (don't give me that usual bullshit that it doesn't work). Get help for your social problems, therapy will help. Immerse yourself in social activities, join clubs and sports and such. Spend as little time in your room and on the internet as possible.

Your life will be good.

I actually might try that, but part of me does not want to. I swear my life is playing on a script, as if im a main character in some Truman Show style movie for entertainment on another dimension.

 

[anon1822fourthacc]

For someone who is a regular on a forum dedicated to NEETs & social rejects, my stories might sound unbelievable and made-up (which I totally understand).

But you have to understand that good looking, attractive virgins do exist because they lack personality or social skills to make things click. Most of us are hiding in the shadows because we are too ashamed or pained to tell others, but we do exist.


I actually might try that, but part of me does not want to. I swear my life is playing on a script, as if im a main character in some Truman Show style movie for entertainment on another dimension.

There's zero reasons for your life to go down a dark path, you have so many opportunities still to live a good life. Just keep your expectations realistic (high expectations lead to unhappiness), go to therapy, and just take baby steps to improve your life. Go out there, socialize a bit, take it slow but do something small every day. Also you're really really young still.

 

[Thadman]

There's zero reasons for your life to go down a dark path, you have so many opportunities still to live a good life. Just keep your expectations realistic (high expectations lead to unhappiness), go to therapy, and just take baby steps to improve your life. Go out there, socialize a bit, take it slow but do something small every day. Also you're really really young still.

Being good looking isn't some pathway to happiness and joy. Once you see society for what it is mask off, you can't unsee it no matter how much you try to cope or delude yourself otherwise.

At the end of the day, facial features are just bones and skin while personality and character is something you build for years yourself.

Do you consider yourself to be somewhat good looking?

 

[anon1822fourthacc]

Being good looking isn't some pathway to happiness and joy. Once you see society for what it is mask off, you can't unsee it no matter how much you try to cope or delude yourself otherwise.

At the end of the day, facial features are just bones and skin while personality and character is something you build for years yourself.

Do you consider yourself to be somewhat good looking?

I'm not saying you don't have problems or your life isn't shit, or that being good looking would solve any of your problems. I'm saying that keeping a positive outlook, going to therapy to help you feel at ease and stronger/happier mentally, and taking baby steps to socialize and live life is going to make a world of difference. Worst thing you can do is to continue being depressed, anxious and pessimistic, you're just hurting yourself.

 

[Thadman]

I'm not saying you don't have problems or your life isn't shit, or that being good looking would solve any of your problems. I'm saying that keeping a positive outlook, going to therapy to help you feel at ease and stronger/happier mentally, and taking baby steps to socialize and live life is going to make a world of difference. Worst thing you can do is to continue being depressed, anxious and pessimistic, you're just hurting yourself.

Lol you are advising me on trying to have a more positive outlook (which I appreciate) while simultaneously putting yourself down & swallowing blackpills.

 

[anon1822fourthacc]

Lol you are advising me on trying to have a more positive outlook (which I appreciate) while simultaneously putting yourself down & swallowing blackpills.

Regardless, you're very young please just start taking some baby steps every day to improve your life. Just go out and talk to people, try to have some fun and do new things. There's no reason for you to go down this path, the only thing keeping you down is depression/mental illnesses which I share and know too well. Therapy isn't affordable for most so if you can't go that route at least try to keep a positive outlook and socialize. It's gonna suck at first though remember that, it gets better.

 

[Thadman]

Regardless, you're very young please just start taking some baby steps every day to improve your life. Just go out and talk to people, try to have some fun and do new things. There's no reason for you to go down this path, the only thing keeping you down is depression/mental illnesses which I share and know too well. Therapy isn't affordable for most so if you can't go that route at least try to keep a positive outlook and socialize. It's gonna suck at first though remember that, it gets better.

This is like advising a cripple with no legs to just put him/herself out there and start walking, how is a socially inept autist supposed to just talk to people. I have barely done that within the past 4-5 years, it's not like I chose to live like this and want to be in constant emotional agony.

 

[parzurnacs]

Im at the happiest moment of my life right now

 

[Nameless_sunflower]

Im at the happiest moment of my life right now

flying high

 

[anon1822fourthacc]

This is like advising a cripple with no legs to just put him/herself out there and start walking, how is a socially inept autist supposed to just talk to people. I have barely done that within the past 4-5 years, it's not like I chose to live like this and want to be in constant emotional agony.

Can you join a club? Don't have to do much, just participate in club activities, be polite, smile and say whatever comes to mind no matter how stupid you think you are or how anxious you are. Anxiety is all in your head.

 

[Nameless_sunflower]

Can you join a club? Don't have to do much, just participate in club activities, be polite, smile and say whatever comes to mind no matter how stupid you think you are or how anxious you are. Anxiety is all in your head.

I can save him

 

[anon1822fourthacc]

Btw you are doing the same thing here

This is like advising a cripple with no legs to just put him/herself out there and start walking, how is a socially inept autist supposed to just talk to people. I have barely done that within the past 4-5 years, it's not like I chose to live like this and want to be in constant emotional agony.

that me and other incels are doing here

while simultaneously putting yourself down & swallowing blackpills.

So please man, take baby steps and try to feel better you deserve to be happy don't let depression and anxiety ruin your life

 

[Zynisnotasin]

I have the looks

what celebrity do u resemble?

 

[Thadman]

what celebrity do u resemble?

I dont pay attention to pop culture goycrap, so I actually do not know.

 

[micropenis29]

 

[Sun]

When my mom bought me gta vc for my pc somewhere in 2003 I think. My graphics card only had like 8 mb of ram so it ran at 5 fps but it was super fun driving around.

 

[Zangano1]

When i was a kid. I feel temporary happiness every now and then, but I havent been happy in years

 

[unendingwar040]

only just the time before i hit puberty ever since only positive shit i felt was pleasure or dopamine hit not actual happiness

 

[クーロ]

2011

 

[Lorence]

When I was 15