Why I dont care about women or having a normal life anymore

[Deleted member 1365]

Men are obsessed with having a girlfriend because of social pressure and because they have to see those tits on a daily basis but if you're a hikikomori like me who never leaves his house and doesnt interact with other humans except my mother you start forgetting about women's existence at all...1

In my family I have 3 NEET uncles who never got laid and they looked way happier than my father and his other brother who married a fat bpd bitch and ended up as a fat alcoholic with a whore daughter.

My first uncle: Very chill guy, he's very smart and very good at painting and puzzles, also into history books and videogames. I see him as the older me.

Second uncle: Diagnosed schizo, happily obsessed with the Bible everyday and also with conspiracy theories about how the aliens and local politicians killed his father at the hospital.

Third uncle: just a funny guy that os always laughing because he's always drunk

Meanwhile my father is literally the least happiest person I've ever met, he started being angry at everything 24/7 since he lost his job at 2007, I inherited it from him because they used to tell me a lot in school and high school that I never smile. I do smile, I do it when I'm at home doing whatever I want instead of wasting time studying useless shit

 

[smug_tard]

Well dont worry about it cause you don't exist to women either like every other below average male

 

[IGiveUp]

Dunno honestly I think most time it’s an acceptance of reality rather than not actually no longer desiring it. I bet if your uncle or you met a girl like let’s say… Satsuki your mind would switch up instantly

 

[Deleted member 1365]

Well dont worry about it cause you don't exist to women either like every other below average male
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Most males can get laid unless theyre extremely ugly if they try hard enough. Thats the thing, you have to put actual effort into it, I dont want to take that effort because I know all of that is so overrated now that I can think with a clear mind

 

[Deleted member 1365]

Dunno honestly I think most time it’s an acceptance of reality rather than not actually no longer desiring it. I bet if your uncle or you met a girl like let’s say… Satsuki your mind would switch up instantly
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No, I dont think about any of that because I have 0 contact with women, thats why I cant relate to other users about wanting to have a gf now.

Has escuchado el dicho "ojos que no ven, corazón que no siente"?

 

[404Errorcel]

Too many retarded bitches in this world and the internet has made them more vocal with there retardation. Not like i cant beat my meat to some hentai anyways.

 

[IGiveUp]

No, I dont think about any of that because I have 0 contact with women, thats why I cant relate to other users about wanting to have a gf now.

Has escuchado el dicho "ojos que no ven, corazón que no siente"?

Nunca e escuchado ese dicho. No crees que tu tabes tiene un problema con tu libido?

 

[Looksmax Refugee]

Romcoms makes me go fuark I'll never have that

 

[Deleted member 1365]

Romcoms makes me go fuark I'll never have that

My attention span is too low to watch new anime so Im safe from that, I only consume hentai so I have no romantic attachments, in fact I only keep Kyruin Satsuki as my avi waifu because I had her for quite some time, I dont think about romantic stuff anymore. Maybe the day I start leaving my house again or watching romcoms I will

 

[Polar-Z]

Dunno honestly I think most time it’s an acceptance of reality rather than not actually no longer desiring it. I bet if your uncle or you met a girl like let’s say… Satsuki your mind would switch up instantly
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I cannot deny my basic Human biology. I'm sure op can't deny that he still daydream or think about sex and a relationship or cute girls from time to time m maybe he watches porn to let go of the steam from time to time.

It's Just what we are. But when you reach a certain mental state you become aware that in order to obtain those things you must not prioritise them because certain conditions are required to be made first. Looks, status. Money etc.

I think op is just too far behind in life he copes by thinking that he's way beyond such things when in truth he's too far behind to meet the necessities for such life.

 

[Deleted member 1365]

I cannot deny my basic Human biology. I'm sure op can't deny that he still daydream or think about sex and a relationship or cute girls from time to time m maybe he watches porn to let go of the steam from time to time.

It's Just what we are. But when you reach a certain mental state you become aware that in order to obtain those things you must not prioritise them because certain conditions are required to be made first. Looks, status. Money etc.

I think op is just too far behind in life he copes by thinking that he's way beyond such things when in truth he's too far behind to meet the necessities for such life.

I dont say im beyond that, if you stayed at home for a long time without interacting with other people maybe you would feel the same way I do at some point

I fap to porn like most males nowadays but I dont feel like I want sex, Im too much socially awkward to even talk to someone I dont know

 

[Polar-Z]

I dont say im beyond that, if you stayed at home for a long time without interacting with other people maybe you would feel the same way I do at some point

I fap to porn like most males nowadays but I dont feel like I want sex, Im too much socially awkward to even talk to someone I dont know

Very well. I'm no mind reader Just taking guesses here. I haven't left my home in years. I can stand here with absolute certainty that there's no bigger Rotter in this form than me. But I don't get it how can you fap and then claim you don't want sex.

Maybe you're like me. Traumatised from years of isolation that left you feeling inhumane, incompatible with the ideas of affection. Love romance etc.

 

[Riddler]

SSRIs destroyed my sex drive so the only thing I care about is companionship and affection. I now really understand the difference between eros and Phillia because I like looking at pictures of affectionate couples on pinterest

 

[Tsuki]

Men are obsessed with having a girlfriend because of social pressure and because they have to see those tits on a daily basis but if you're a hikikomori like me who never leaves his house and doesnt interact with other humans except my mother you start forgetting about women's existence at all...1

In my family I have 3 NEET uncles who never got laid and they looked way happier than my father and his other brother who married a fat bpd bitch and ended up as a fat alcoholic with a whore daughter.

My first uncle: Very chill guy, he's very smart and very good at painting and puzzles, also into history books and videogames. I see him as the older me.

Second uncle: Diagnosed schizo, happily obsessed with the Bible everyday and also with conspiracy theories about how the aliens and local politicians killed his father at the hospital.

Third uncle: just a funny guy that os always laughing because he's always drunk

Meanwhile my father is literally the least happiest person I've ever met, he started being angry at everything 24/7 since he lost his job at 2007, I inherited it from him because they used to tell me a lot in school and high school that I never smile. I do smile, I do it when I'm at home doing whatever I want instead of wasting time studying useless shit

When I started caring about women was when my retarded middle school friends started getting girls for the first time, so I started chasing them out of sheer autistic competitiveness.

Then I got my firsts with some random mid sl4ts and realized it was not worthy that much effort at all, not to mention the cringey of acting like a normie.

 

[Deleted member 2206]

I've given up, everything about my life is abnormal and twisted. Even if I wanted 'normalcy' I am incapable of achieving it.
At this point I'm just waiting for AI to make it all meaningless or provide something entertaining to stimulate my petulant brain structure. To be honest there's just no incentive for me to seek validation or money from other people, or sex even. At the end of the day it's just filthy yeast gyration lighting up mechanoreceptors and triggering a neurotransmitter cascade, and I don't care enough to make sexual pursuit a major goal in my life, and I don't care enough about social standing to want to signal.

Being able to have a cosy, lifelong, enriching relationship is something I find appealing, but I'm too blackpilled, man. I don't think I could ever truly trust another human, and that ship has long since sailed and I wasn't on it.

 

[fries]

At the end of the day it's just filthy yeast gyration lighting up mechanoreceptors and triggering a neurotransmitter cascade, and I don't care enough to make sexual pursuit a major goal in my life, and I don't care enough about social standing to want to signal.

Being able to have a cosy, lifelong, enriching relationship is something I find appealing, but I'm too blackpilled, man. I don't think I could ever truly trust another human, and that ship has long since sailed and I wasn't on it.

A near constant response to this is a crass remark on how “incels drop all the blackpill shit at the first whiff of pussy” and there’s great hope in this because manospherisms are just as constructed and performative as the things they form a reaction to.
Darwinian determinism is as real as it gets but when you have trogs like Andrew Tate spewing the exact same garbage it just makes you wonder if things are actually a bit less dreary than they seem.
I'm projecting when I say this but saying that you “gave up” still has the same old grand standing energy, it’s also “cope”.