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Deleted member 3185
People Are Nothing but Tools.
- Mar 18, 2025
- 362
I do drugs more so because i hate everyone than the fact i actually hate myself
if i could just be normal like everyone else i would be, but theres so many weird feelings i have and disgust of pretending/masking
im axctually losing my mind 7 years of isolation has actually caught up to me
its all my fuckinnnnnnnnnng gggggg famil;y's fault for being such a mess and of course i had to be born into it i hate my family i hate trying to pretend to make friends i haate cornyt ass fucking brainless losers who think theyre better than me and not ""cringe" moree poepledeserve to be stabbed and ihate pretending that im actually normaland i haate being alive and suicide feels more calming to me than the thought of the future its something that i can actually do and get an actual solution for once insdtead of having to wait around for fuckikng weeks and trusting someone who knows they dont careand i feel so powerless and small when. and i got left behindby everyoone elkse and ik im just such a fucvking loserr who jst odes drugs in his room all day and doesnt talk to anyone literally nobody i dont even go on discord or game i get high and just scrtoll tiktokt and reels thats it litterally i jst fucki /66666666666666666666666666666666666666666666
if i could just be normal like everyone else i would be, but theres so many weird feelings i have and disgust of pretending/masking
im axctually losing my mind 7 years of isolation has actually caught up to me
its all my fuckinnnnnnnnnng gggggg famil;y's fault for being such a mess and of course i had to be born into it i hate my family i hate trying to pretend to make friends i haate cornyt ass fucking brainless losers who think theyre better than me and not ""cringe" moree poepledeserve to be stabbed and ihate pretending that im actually normaland i haate being alive and suicide feels more calming to me than the thought of the future its something that i can actually do and get an actual solution for once insdtead of having to wait around for fuckikng weeks and trusting someone who knows they dont careand i feel so powerless and small when. and i got left behindby everyoone elkse and ik im just such a fucvking loserr who jst odes drugs in his room all day and doesnt talk to anyone literally nobody i dont even go on discord or game i get high and just scrtoll tiktokt and reels thats it litterally i jst fucki /66666666666666666666666666666666666666666666
