frightfulcel
pyramidcel
- Sep 9, 2022
- 1,777
I'm still an incel though
I realized that you cannot have it both ways, either you hate society and normies/foids and act like an asshole and use unconventional methods to get what you want (like how some users see hookers etc) or you are nice and supportive of society and get sympathy back in return, however you will be a cuck in a way.
I realized that theres upsides and downsides to each outlook, but I played the safe outlook because in a way I accept my position in society however I had rage because I didn't want to feel like a cuck.
Now I want to go back into society and get approval from normies etc. again but it means abandoning my hate because thats a contradiction. I think I'm a failed normie mentally rather than a blackpill minded person whos ruthless etc.
I'm going to try to get friends, a gf or whatever however I won't do more than I have to when interacting with people. But the hatred needs to go if I'm to be honest with myself.
I realized that you cannot have it both ways, either you hate society and normies/foids and act like an asshole and use unconventional methods to get what you want (like how some users see hookers etc) or you are nice and supportive of society and get sympathy back in return, however you will be a cuck in a way.
I realized that theres upsides and downsides to each outlook, but I played the safe outlook because in a way I accept my position in society however I had rage because I didn't want to feel like a cuck.
Now I want to go back into society and get approval from normies etc. again but it means abandoning my hate because thats a contradiction. I think I'm a failed normie mentally rather than a blackpill minded person whos ruthless etc.
I'm going to try to get friends, a gf or whatever however I won't do more than I have to when interacting with people. But the hatred needs to go if I'm to be honest with myself.
