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- Jun 4, 2023
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legitimately considering it because i'm too curious to know how sex feels yet i'm too socially akward to try and lose my virginity with a normal girl.
literally thisSometimes I want to and go some site and pick one. Then I masturbate to her pictures and the desire goes away and I save my money
makes sense lolSometimes I want to and go some site and pick one. Then I masturbate to her pictures and the desire goes away and I save my money
based.After some time doing nofap, I thought about doing it. But with the money dedicated to it, I ended up getting some Ninja Turtles cards and ALF books. Because that's money better and more wisely spent.
ive done it in other countries, waste of money but I didnt look for girls that really want it. That might be the most important part.legitimately considering it because i'm too curious to know how sex feels yet i'm too socially akward to try and lose my virginity with a normal girl.
this condom thing is one of my concerns as well, not a big fan of fucking rubber it would seem.Yes. It felt like a gta cutscene. I made the mistake of getting stoned beforehand, done it a few more times but it's always kind of awkward and i barely feel a thing through the condom. Always felt regret after it. I'd say just go for cheap never buy more than 30m
summary: hood cake saved this manAt night when I was 22 it came to my head that I needed to lose my virginity. So I drove to the city and lurked around a famous area known to have hookers. I only saw black foids that night, but I don't mind them, so I pulled over and stopped my car in front of a thick black foid with very good skin and no makeup. I told her to come in and she opened the door and sat in the passenger seat. I was new so I didn't know what to say or do, so I just said "how much"? She said she only fucks in hotel rooms and that a bj costs 40. I was ok with a bj because it's still going to make me nut. So she took the 40 and gave a pretty good bj, and I came pretty fast in her mouth, but I was happy I busted a huge one in a good looking foid.
yeah, i can see that. i just seem to think that intimacy is even more of a hard thing to achieve and especially maintain, given how temporary people's interests are. guess i kind of just don't want to pass by this life without knowing how that physical sensation is.to me its not just about sex its about intimacy and being desired which they cant provide so would still feel empty after, but thats just me.