Depression You don't know how I feel bro 😞

[Gaku]

I went outside for some work today and just got back in. So a while ago I was relaxing playing games in my room and my sister (I don't even want to call her sister) she came and asked if I wanted food?

Man, I am hungry I never stop to get anything on my way in so thought I would buy breakfast and take out tomorrow morning. Despite my hunger I said, "no".

Mind you, I had a rough day today. I've been humiliated by a taxi driver and sent out of the vehicle, also I've been bullied by workmates at my day work and I'm just trying to be strong right now so it seemed nice that she offered me food but you guys don't know my story they abused and neglected me... So the question now is why give me food now? Why care all of a sudden?maybe she wants to poison me? Who knows? but all I know is that I'll never let so called families in my life ever again. Whenever I think about family I only remember pain, hurt and trauma.

Just wanted to let that out.

 

[schizarre]

You're paranoid about stress, no one is going to try to poison you because it's too complicated and an old-fashioned way to kill, not to mention the evidence left behind

 

[Gaku]

You're paranoid about stress, no one is going to try to poison you because it's too complicated and an old-fashioned way to kill, not to mention the evidence left behind

Mehn, I ate the food, I couldn't hold it lol hopefully I am not dead tomorrow. If I don't post here anymore, God loves you all thanks neets.net