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- Nov 28, 2020
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>"You're in the wrong headspace bro.""
>"Just relax bro, it's all in your head! Nobody has ever died from weed duuuuuuuuuud!"
>"Just breath in and out bro."
Now, don't get me wrong, smoking weed sparingly, by itself, is not a bad experience by any means, far from it.
But, I fell for the edible meme five times in a row; each time, like clockwork, I felt like I was dying. Unsurprisingly, the first time that I was high on edibles, I handled it extremely poorly. This was in spite of me being high numerous times in the past and getting completely over the initial shock of being in a completely foreign head/body space for the first time. But, then again, I did take like 200mg the first time I ate an edible, so that's completely understandable.
Yet, like fucking repeat, every single time I take an edible since then--it doesn't matter if it's 2.5mg or 25mg THC--I always feel like I'm on the precipice of death. I thought that if I were to keep on taking it that I'll 'just get over it bro' but I can't.
An edible high, for me, is like a normal weed high but with all the worst aspects amplified and all best aspects reduced.
A normal weed high gives me tons of cool random thoughts, mental imagery, the uncanny ability to connect seemingly unrelated things with a common thread; as well as a cool third-person feeling with an fov-increased perspective. Moreover, colors are deeper, sounds are louder and fuller, everything is just generally more appetizing and interesting, including food of course. While simultaneously the world feels like a utterly surreal lucid dream wherein you feel like a cartoonish, overly-animated caricature. So, it's cool, in that regard.
I mean, when I'm traditionally high on weed, I can literally just lay down, feel like I'm floating, close my eyes, and watch a panorama of vivid mental imagery unfold while being completely relaxed. Nothing usually ever goes wrong.
Whereas on an edible high, everything just goes completely wrong. Not only does it just increases my heartrate by like what feels to be 100 bpm but it makes me overly paranoid but also completely susceptible to any negative thought loops while also making me intensely aware of every single negative bodily sensation (like your heart racing) and any negative mental thought. Which is not good because ten times out of ten you'll be experiencing anxiety on this shit which comes with a host of its own body and mind affecting symptoms.
Not only that, but edibles increase your chances of developing a heartburn, so in conjunction with possibly that and an increased bpm, heightened anxiety, etc, while being acutely aware of all your bodily sensations you're just bound to feel like you're dying.
Like is this shit just an utter fucking meme or perhaps I need to megadose on CBD beforehand/take a cbd/thc edible?
>"Just relax bro, it's all in your head! Nobody has ever died from weed duuuuuuuuuud!"
>"Just breath in and out bro."
Now, don't get me wrong, smoking weed sparingly, by itself, is not a bad experience by any means, far from it.
But, I fell for the edible meme five times in a row; each time, like clockwork, I felt like I was dying. Unsurprisingly, the first time that I was high on edibles, I handled it extremely poorly. This was in spite of me being high numerous times in the past and getting completely over the initial shock of being in a completely foreign head/body space for the first time. But, then again, I did take like 200mg the first time I ate an edible, so that's completely understandable.
Yet, like fucking repeat, every single time I take an edible since then--it doesn't matter if it's 2.5mg or 25mg THC--I always feel like I'm on the precipice of death. I thought that if I were to keep on taking it that I'll 'just get over it bro' but I can't.
An edible high, for me, is like a normal weed high but with all the worst aspects amplified and all best aspects reduced.
A normal weed high gives me tons of cool random thoughts, mental imagery, the uncanny ability to connect seemingly unrelated things with a common thread; as well as a cool third-person feeling with an fov-increased perspective. Moreover, colors are deeper, sounds are louder and fuller, everything is just generally more appetizing and interesting, including food of course. While simultaneously the world feels like a utterly surreal lucid dream wherein you feel like a cartoonish, overly-animated caricature. So, it's cool, in that regard.
I mean, when I'm traditionally high on weed, I can literally just lay down, feel like I'm floating, close my eyes, and watch a panorama of vivid mental imagery unfold while being completely relaxed. Nothing usually ever goes wrong.
Whereas on an edible high, everything just goes completely wrong. Not only does it just increases my heartrate by like what feels to be 100 bpm but it makes me overly paranoid but also completely susceptible to any negative thought loops while also making me intensely aware of every single negative bodily sensation (like your heart racing) and any negative mental thought. Which is not good because ten times out of ten you'll be experiencing anxiety on this shit which comes with a host of its own body and mind affecting symptoms.
Not only that, but edibles increase your chances of developing a heartburn, so in conjunction with possibly that and an increased bpm, heightened anxiety, etc, while being acutely aware of all your bodily sensations you're just bound to feel like you're dying.
Like is this shit just an utter fucking meme or perhaps I need to megadose on CBD beforehand/take a cbd/thc edible?
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