I'm tired of living this life

bizkit

bizkit

Limp Bizkit Guy
Nov 23, 2022
1
Yeah man this is pretty self explanatory, but I'm gonna go on a rant anyways.

I don't want to live a life like this. I was a NEET for 2 years, returned to school recently, got bullied out of it for being too socially inept. Now I am once again not going to school, not having any hobbies, friends, or necessarily anything to keep me happy.

There is nothing on Earth to keep me happy. I don't really know what to do. I don't get out of the house to go anywhere, don't really take vacations or travel, I'm just always at home in my little room. I hate it. My brain is still developing, I don't doubt not having any real activity in my life is gonna fuck me up in the future.

When I talk to any other person about this, they don't seem to get it. My family thinks I can live a happy life like this but I really can't. I'm sick of waking up and browsing the internet all day. I wish my life was busy enough to keep me off of the internet.
 
Rebbington

Rebbington

đź‘ą
Aug 12, 2021
1,860
Yeah man this is pretty self explanatory, but I'm gonna go on a rant anyways.

I don't want to live a life like this. I was a NEET for 2 years, returned to school recently, got bullied out of it for being too socially inept. Now I am once again not going to school, not having any hobbies, friends, or necessarily anything to keep me happy.

There is nothing on Earth to keep me happy. I don't really know what to do. I don't get out of the house to go anywhere, don't really take vacations or travel, I'm just always at home in my little room. I hate it. My brain is still developing, I don't doubt not having any real activity in my life is gonna fuck me up in the future.

When I talk to any other person about this, they don't seem to get it. My family thinks I can live a happy life like this but I really can't. I'm sick of waking up and browsing the internet all day. I wish my life was busy enough to keep me off of the internet.
I got bullied out of school too pretty much
 
rottingkyre

rottingkyre

NEET
Jun 3, 2021
1,091
My family thinks I can live a happy life like this but I really can't.
Fuck you nigger I hope your life wont ever get better because you already mog most of us in terms of having a loving family
 
Mentally lost cel

Mentally lost cel

The Prince Of Istanbul
Sep 7, 2022
279
Yeah man this is pretty self explanatory, but I'm gonna go on a rant anyways.

I don't want to live a life like this. I was a NEET for 2 years, returned to school recently, got bullied out of it for being too socially inept. Now I am once again not going to school, not having any hobbies, friends, or necessarily anything to keep me happy.

There is nothing on Earth to keep me happy. I don't really know what to do. I don't get out of the house to go anywhere, don't really take vacations or travel, I'm just always at home in my little room. I hate it. My brain is still developing, I don't doubt not having any real activity in my life is gonna fuck me up in the future.

When I talk to any other person about this, they don't seem to get it. My family thinks I can live a happy life like this but I really can't. I'm sick of waking up and browsing the internet all day. I wish my life was busy enough to keep me off of the internet.
Same man literally the same life

I don’t know what to do
 
Retardinator

Retardinator

Not made for this world
Oct 12, 2022
88
Same, well at least kinda.

I'm a student and have a part-time job (but at the moment I'm not sure if I have to quit or not). But it feels like way too much. I just go to class, sit on my phone all day, don't do anything and don't pay attention, and then go home and don't do homework. So I don't even do the things I'm supposed to and just go there and do nothing. But that already feels like too much. I feel drained, and can't deal with it. And that's if everything goes fine. If something brings me out of my routine, I feel like I want to die. I'm like a child that gets angry that the things don't go the way it wants them to. Generally I'm a child in the body of an adult. I'm dependent on others and I know that I will never be able to function like a normal adult. The thought of having a job where I have responsibility is scaring the shit out of me. I don't even have a drivers license because I'm scared of responsibility. I don't even know what to do with my future. I have no skills and I graduate next year. And if I fuck up I can't go to university. I'm a 20 year old that still goes to school (grade 13 at the moment) and lives with his parents. And I will probably live with them until I die.

NEETing would be the only thing I could do, but my parents wouldn't tolerate it at all. And even if they would, I wouldn't be happy that way either. Just rotting away is shit too. I wish I had the courage to kill myself, because my life is a fucking joke. Or at least that my retarded parents realize that I'm deranged and get me therapy. If I got diagnosed with mental illness they would maybe understand that I'm not fucking normal and will never be normal.
 

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