NEETmax2TheBrimBoyo
Maximum OverNEET
- Dec 9, 2020
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I was wondering if any of you had any blackpill experiences that stood out in your life, especially ones that happened before you were blackpilled. I'll also add in a few bluepill experiences.
Blackpill #1: the bus girl
So I am about 15, maybe 16 years old and traveling by bus every day to go to school. Every single thursday there'd be a girl on my bus on the way home. About my age... maybe slightly older, fit & thin, blonde, very attractive. She'd always ask the bus driver if he could let her get off in between bus stops, something which is obviously not allowed. Nowadays you have to use a card to check in when you enter the bus and then use your card again to check out whenever you're getting off. This was done to incentivize public transport usage for shorter trips so you wouldn't have to pay for a full bus ticket while only needing to travel 2-3 bus stops. Back then, when this story took place, you would still have to buy a bus ticket so I guess legally speaking it's less fraudulent as you've paid for whatever distance the bus can take you but it is still not allowed to get off or get on at non-bus stop locations and bus drivers would risk infractions.
Bus drivers work in shifts so it would usually be a different bus driver every time and I noticed that they'd always happily let the girl get off at her requested location, which was at a traffic light. Once I even noticed the bus driver stopping the bus despite the light being green, just so he could let her off. However, me being super bluepilled and naive I didn't think much of it and just thought the bus driver was being nice.
This went on for a while - I'm talking months, so I've seen her pull this at least about 10 times without fail. One thursday though there was a man sitting next to me and he noticed the girl being let out of the bus and he turned to me and said 'the only reason he does that is because she is a hot girl'. Just like that out of the blue. I'm not religious or spiritual but this is probably the closest you can get to a blackpill angel or messenger
. At that age I was pretty edgy and full of myself when it came to arguing so I was happy to take on any debate but he didn't really comment on my arguments and just said 'try it yourself and see what happens', he also had to get off at the next stop.
I was pretty stoked because my life was fairly uneventful and I disliked school so I had something to look out for every day as I conducted my own 'experiment'. It helped that I was very low inhib (always have been and still am, probably genetics). Every day after school I would ask the bus driver if I could get off at a location closer to my house and he would always refuse and give me the standard rhetoric of 'blahblah it's not allowed blahblah I could get into trouble'. When remarking that a girl would always be let off I also got the predictable 'that's on them[other bus drivers], I don't let anyone off' etc. etc.
When I was discussing this with some of my friends they remarked that I didn't choose the same traffic light to get off at as the girl and that this may have an effect. I had tried 2 times at that point and I thought he made a good point so I started asking to be let off at the exact same location - same answers, nothing changed. Eventually I concluded that the reason the girl was let off was because she was a pretty girl and the bus drivers were attracted to her. I was completely correct, but what really intrigues me is how I was just completely ok with it and left it at that forever. There was no anger, frustration, feelings of discrimination etc., I just seemed to accept it and not look back. Probably worked in my favor because high school was already rough, I can't imagine having a bunch of bitterness on top of it.
Blackpill #2: the vantablackpill
When I was 16-17 I was hardcore into everything related to pua. This was when The Mystery Method was popular and all of these books were getting spotlight attention, i.e. Neil Strauss' book The Game, the Venusian Arts series and so forth. I binged all of this content and was on pua forums 24/7. I was an unattractive virgin and just dying to get some action and being a gullible and also desperate 17yo I bought into the whole pua thing hard. Looking back, I do think pua helped me develop some social skills which didn't come naturally to me, so I wouldn't say it was entirely useless, but I definitely should've invested only a fraction of the time in it and ignore most of the 'pua theory'.
Looking back at most approaches I did is painful because they were so cringe, I still feel shame 15 years later, but there was one approach that went really well. Even looking back at it now it was a truly successful approach. There was a girl a year down that was attractive, we will call her Vanta (for the vantablackpill I'm about to receive, also I legitimately forgot her name) but not super-attractive, she just had some facial features that made her cute and unique. It didn't seem like Vanta was overly popular either, hanging out with a group of classmates from which some were unattractive guys. I was mostly hanging out with 2 male classmates during breaks and we'd do stuff like play football outside, eat together, discuss dragonball Z, discuss girls, curriculum stuff etc. nothing unusual, but all 3 of us had noticed Vanta and found her really attractive and approachable. They kinda egged me on to approach her the day our breaks overlapped (which was only on thursday, I also just realized that story #1 and story #3 that I'm about to tell after this also happened on thursdays jfl, cursed day). I was eager to accept with my alleged pua skills. I told them how I would open so that if they were to join in they would be able to be congruent with my opener.
I approached the group, 3 guys 1 girl + Vanta, and asked "hey I was having a discussion with my friends [points to my 2 classmates] over there, about who lies more, boys or girls?" and honestly it was a complete hit. Everyone was super engaged and friendly. From pua theory I remembered that I shouldn't dwell on the opener too long and transition but I was getting such good vibes from the discussion that I kinda let it go. I also had my 2 friends join the group and they participated well, honestly it was just very successful altogether, even looking back at it now. Some other kids came to inform us that they were going to play football outside so the 3 guys from the group together with 1 of my 2 friends went outside, leaving us with me, the girl, Vanta and my guy friend. We talked about some different stuff and I suggested we should play some foosball (table football). The girls were resistant at first but we convinced them.
Honestly we had a lot of fun. I was playing with the Vanta. I was teasing her about her foosball abilities and she was laughing and acting fake annoyed, she even playfully hit me. She was playing defense at first and after the umpteenth goal I said 'ok this isn't working lets swap' and when we swapped I put my hand on her waist to 'move' her so to speak and I didn't notice any resistance or dislike at all. Me being the self-proclaimed pua-god I decided I would also be the self-proclaimed foosball god and that I'd give her a quick foosball coaching session where I showed her how to handle the rods. I touched her hands a lot during this and she seemed to be into it. I even made a sexual joke about moving the rods back and forth and she + everyone else really laughed at that one. Man I was such fucking hot shit it's unreal. The break ends and I decide it's time to '#close' her, but most communication was done through MSN Messenger those days. I was alone with Vanta as everyone was gathering their stuff so I asked for her MSN address. She gave it to and I told her mine and that I'd add her. We left for class.
Obviously as soon as I get home I immediately add her but the conversation that ensues is a bit awkward and it soon became apparent that this was the MSN address of someone else, a random guy that didn't even go to our school. I asked her if he knew Vanta but then he blocked me. I was thinking about how I would approach Vanta about this and decided I'd play dumb and either talk to her next thursday or talk to her if I saw her passing by in the halls when everyone changed classes. I figured it would be nice to talk to her in-between classes because I had something which in pua theory is called a 'time constraint', which is something that makes girls feel more at ease because there's an easy way out of the interaction and also guarantees it won't take too long. I didn't actually see her though, so next thursday I went up to Vanta and said I fucked up and incorrectly added her MSN (she didn't write it out or anything so this was believable, even though her MSN was very straightforward and impossible to get wrong). I had actually asked advice on pua forums (jfl) and they told me that acting oblivious was the way to go but that I had to get her to invest in the situation as to not come off too beta or make it too easy for her or whatever the fuck their logic was at the time, so I had to give my MSN to her and make her add me. They also suggested I make sure it's impossible for her to 'forget' or 'fuck up' and thus should write it down on a note or something (despite my MSN just being my first and last name, which were also impossible to spell wrong as they have no alternative spellings). She said 'yeah I was wondering why you didn't add me you must've spelled it wrong' so I said haha yeah probably no worries, why don't you add me. She said sure. She actually had her agenda out to check which class she had after break so I suggested I'd write it down in her agenda. She let me. It should not be shocking to anyone that she did not add me.
The next few days I was pondering on how to deal with the situation and everyone on the pua forums suggested I just drop it at this point and that I've done everything right, so I decided I would do that. You'd think that this is the end of the story and that the blackpill has been fulfilled, but it's about to get not one, but two degrees worse than this. The next monday I was called into the principal's office, because I had apparently stolen a phone from the female locker room in the gym area while the girls had P.E. class. Not only have I not stolen a phone, I have never even been remotely close to the female locker room. I was also accused of peaking into the female locker room (completely untrue). They tried to bluff me by getting me to admit to it because 'they have cameras[they did have cameras], they just don't want to go through the effort of having to spit through the footage and give me a chance to be honest'. Obviously I called their bluff because I didn't do shit and I never heard from them again, but later I had one of the guys that was with Vanta when I originally approached her come up to me and asked why I stole Vanta's phone. I was a bit confused but then it clicked, and he told me that she had gone to the principal to accuse me. I was considering confronting her but everyone told me it was just best to leave it so that's what I ended up doing.
Now to make it even worse, and why this story is called vantablackpill instead of just blackpill, is that there was a school party, maybe like a month later? And there I saw Vanta approach Chad McChad (chad face chad hair chad length chad frame etc., you get the idea) and ask for a hug. This was in the locker area so the music wasn't as loud there and I overheard that they didn't know each other because they were introducing themselves. Vanta was very forward and just straight up asked him if he had a girlfriend, to which he replied no and asked why she asked. She giggled and he had to laugh as well, and then he said 'you're very friendly but you're not my type' jfl. In the moment I was ecstatic to see Chad reject this disgusting creature but later on I actually did a 180 on that when I realized he just flicked Vanta in the gutter like a pebble by the wayside whereas I had weeks and weeks of scheming and effort put into Vanta that not only resulted in wasted time but even an accusation of perversity and theft
I have more stories but I cba typing atm, I will reserve the first reply and edit the other stories in later.
Blackpill #1: the bus girl
So I am about 15, maybe 16 years old and traveling by bus every day to go to school. Every single thursday there'd be a girl on my bus on the way home. About my age... maybe slightly older, fit & thin, blonde, very attractive. She'd always ask the bus driver if he could let her get off in between bus stops, something which is obviously not allowed. Nowadays you have to use a card to check in when you enter the bus and then use your card again to check out whenever you're getting off. This was done to incentivize public transport usage for shorter trips so you wouldn't have to pay for a full bus ticket while only needing to travel 2-3 bus stops. Back then, when this story took place, you would still have to buy a bus ticket so I guess legally speaking it's less fraudulent as you've paid for whatever distance the bus can take you but it is still not allowed to get off or get on at non-bus stop locations and bus drivers would risk infractions.
Bus drivers work in shifts so it would usually be a different bus driver every time and I noticed that they'd always happily let the girl get off at her requested location, which was at a traffic light. Once I even noticed the bus driver stopping the bus despite the light being green, just so he could let her off. However, me being super bluepilled and naive I didn't think much of it and just thought the bus driver was being nice.
This went on for a while - I'm talking months, so I've seen her pull this at least about 10 times without fail. One thursday though there was a man sitting next to me and he noticed the girl being let out of the bus and he turned to me and said 'the only reason he does that is because she is a hot girl'. Just like that out of the blue. I'm not religious or spiritual but this is probably the closest you can get to a blackpill angel or messenger
. At that age I was pretty edgy and full of myself when it came to arguing so I was happy to take on any debate but he didn't really comment on my arguments and just said 'try it yourself and see what happens', he also had to get off at the next stop.I was pretty stoked because my life was fairly uneventful and I disliked school so I had something to look out for every day as I conducted my own 'experiment'. It helped that I was very low inhib (always have been and still am, probably genetics). Every day after school I would ask the bus driver if I could get off at a location closer to my house and he would always refuse and give me the standard rhetoric of 'blahblah it's not allowed blahblah I could get into trouble'. When remarking that a girl would always be let off I also got the predictable 'that's on them[other bus drivers], I don't let anyone off' etc. etc.
When I was discussing this with some of my friends they remarked that I didn't choose the same traffic light to get off at as the girl and that this may have an effect. I had tried 2 times at that point and I thought he made a good point so I started asking to be let off at the exact same location - same answers, nothing changed. Eventually I concluded that the reason the girl was let off was because she was a pretty girl and the bus drivers were attracted to her. I was completely correct, but what really intrigues me is how I was just completely ok with it and left it at that forever. There was no anger, frustration, feelings of discrimination etc., I just seemed to accept it and not look back. Probably worked in my favor because high school was already rough, I can't imagine having a bunch of bitterness on top of it.
Blackpill #2: the vantablackpill
When I was 16-17 I was hardcore into everything related to pua. This was when The Mystery Method was popular and all of these books were getting spotlight attention, i.e. Neil Strauss' book The Game, the Venusian Arts series and so forth. I binged all of this content and was on pua forums 24/7. I was an unattractive virgin and just dying to get some action and being a gullible and also desperate 17yo I bought into the whole pua thing hard. Looking back, I do think pua helped me develop some social skills which didn't come naturally to me, so I wouldn't say it was entirely useless, but I definitely should've invested only a fraction of the time in it and ignore most of the 'pua theory'.
Looking back at most approaches I did is painful because they were so cringe, I still feel shame 15 years later, but there was one approach that went really well. Even looking back at it now it was a truly successful approach. There was a girl a year down that was attractive, we will call her Vanta (for the vantablackpill I'm about to receive, also I legitimately forgot her name) but not super-attractive, she just had some facial features that made her cute and unique. It didn't seem like Vanta was overly popular either, hanging out with a group of classmates from which some were unattractive guys. I was mostly hanging out with 2 male classmates during breaks and we'd do stuff like play football outside, eat together, discuss dragonball Z, discuss girls, curriculum stuff etc. nothing unusual, but all 3 of us had noticed Vanta and found her really attractive and approachable. They kinda egged me on to approach her the day our breaks overlapped (which was only on thursday, I also just realized that story #1 and story #3 that I'm about to tell after this also happened on thursdays jfl, cursed day). I was eager to accept with my alleged pua skills. I told them how I would open so that if they were to join in they would be able to be congruent with my opener.
I approached the group, 3 guys 1 girl + Vanta, and asked "hey I was having a discussion with my friends [points to my 2 classmates] over there, about who lies more, boys or girls?" and honestly it was a complete hit. Everyone was super engaged and friendly. From pua theory I remembered that I shouldn't dwell on the opener too long and transition but I was getting such good vibes from the discussion that I kinda let it go. I also had my 2 friends join the group and they participated well, honestly it was just very successful altogether, even looking back at it now. Some other kids came to inform us that they were going to play football outside so the 3 guys from the group together with 1 of my 2 friends went outside, leaving us with me, the girl, Vanta and my guy friend. We talked about some different stuff and I suggested we should play some foosball (table football). The girls were resistant at first but we convinced them.
Honestly we had a lot of fun. I was playing with the Vanta. I was teasing her about her foosball abilities and she was laughing and acting fake annoyed, she even playfully hit me. She was playing defense at first and after the umpteenth goal I said 'ok this isn't working lets swap' and when we swapped I put my hand on her waist to 'move' her so to speak and I didn't notice any resistance or dislike at all. Me being the self-proclaimed pua-god I decided I would also be the self-proclaimed foosball god and that I'd give her a quick foosball coaching session where I showed her how to handle the rods. I touched her hands a lot during this and she seemed to be into it. I even made a sexual joke about moving the rods back and forth and she + everyone else really laughed at that one. Man I was such fucking hot shit it's unreal. The break ends and I decide it's time to '#close' her, but most communication was done through MSN Messenger those days. I was alone with Vanta as everyone was gathering their stuff so I asked for her MSN address. She gave it to and I told her mine and that I'd add her. We left for class.
Obviously as soon as I get home I immediately add her but the conversation that ensues is a bit awkward and it soon became apparent that this was the MSN address of someone else, a random guy that didn't even go to our school. I asked her if he knew Vanta but then he blocked me. I was thinking about how I would approach Vanta about this and decided I'd play dumb and either talk to her next thursday or talk to her if I saw her passing by in the halls when everyone changed classes. I figured it would be nice to talk to her in-between classes because I had something which in pua theory is called a 'time constraint', which is something that makes girls feel more at ease because there's an easy way out of the interaction and also guarantees it won't take too long. I didn't actually see her though, so next thursday I went up to Vanta and said I fucked up and incorrectly added her MSN (she didn't write it out or anything so this was believable, even though her MSN was very straightforward and impossible to get wrong). I had actually asked advice on pua forums (jfl
) and they told me that acting oblivious was the way to go but that I had to get her to invest in the situation as to not come off too beta or make it too easy for her or whatever the fuck their logic was at the time, so I had to give my MSN to her and make her add me. They also suggested I make sure it's impossible for her to 'forget' or 'fuck up' and thus should write it down on a note or something (despite my MSN just being my first and last name, which were also impossible to spell wrong as they have no alternative spellings). She said 'yeah I was wondering why you didn't add me you must've spelled it wrong' so I said haha yeah probably no worries, why don't you add me. She said sure. She actually had her agenda out to check which class she had after break so I suggested I'd write it down in her agenda. She let me. It should not be shocking to anyone that she did not add me.The next few days I was pondering on how to deal with the situation and everyone on the pua forums suggested I just drop it at this point and that I've done everything right, so I decided I would do that. You'd think that this is the end of the story and that the blackpill has been fulfilled, but it's about to get not one, but two degrees worse than this. The next monday I was called into the principal's office, because I had apparently stolen a phone from the female locker room in the gym area while the girls had P.E. class. Not only have I not stolen a phone, I have never even been remotely close to the female locker room. I was also accused of peaking into the female locker room (completely untrue). They tried to bluff me by getting me to admit to it because 'they have cameras[they did have cameras], they just don't want to go through the effort of having to spit through the footage and give me a chance to be honest'. Obviously I called their bluff because I didn't do shit and I never heard from them again, but later I had one of the guys that was with Vanta when I originally approached her come up to me and asked why I stole Vanta's phone. I was a bit confused but then it clicked, and he told me that she had gone to the principal to accuse me. I was considering confronting her but everyone told me it was just best to leave it so that's what I ended up doing.
Now to make it even worse, and why this story is called vantablackpill instead of just blackpill, is that there was a school party, maybe like a month later? And there I saw Vanta approach Chad McChad (chad face chad hair chad length chad frame etc., you get the idea) and ask for a hug. This was in the locker area so the music wasn't as loud there and I overheard that they didn't know each other because they were introducing themselves. Vanta was very forward and just straight up asked him if he had a girlfriend, to which he replied no and asked why she asked. She giggled and he had to laugh as well, and then he said 'you're very friendly but you're not my type' jfl. In the moment I was ecstatic to see Chad reject this disgusting creature but later on I actually did a 180 on that when I realized he just flicked Vanta in the gutter like a pebble by the wayside whereas I had weeks and weeks of scheming and effort put into Vanta that not only resulted in wasted time but even an accusation of perversity and theft
I have more stories but I cba typing atm, I will reserve the first reply and edit the other stories in later.
