Depression I fapped 26 times in 3 days and destroyed my brain

Copexodius Maximus

Copexodius Maximus

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Lately I’ve been trying to quit porn, and have been deleting porn pics from my phone. I have over 100000 pics saved, and many of them are memes and funny posts from here. Because of this, I have to delete every porn pic one by one. Due to this, it is a slow process and I’m not even half way done.

However, in the last 3 days of constant deleting, I have fapped about 26 times already and I feel completely dead emotionally. I’m a husk of a human, and this is considering even one time would drain me and make me a zombie. My brain has been completely destroyed and I’m probably closest to the drainage a meth head can feel naturally.

I need to get on no-fap as fast as I can and delete all the porn from my phone. Or else at this rate of my dopamine receptor being burned out, I will become a permanent zombie that will have no motivation to ever do anything in no time. Please let me skip through time so my porn will all be deleted and I don’t destroy my brain before I even get to the no-fap stage. Otherwise this will not end well.
 
Copexodius Maximus

Copexodius Maximus

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depends. people think it's a panacea for everything, but there definitely is merit to nofap. i haven't fapped since jan 2021 and God willing i'm never going to do it again.
How did you do it?
 
Copexodius Maximus

Copexodius Maximus

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God. God gave the grace to do it. at that point, the effects of porn and masturbation among other things was so bad on my life that i decided to bear the ridicule of becoming a catholic than to continue doing that.
I’m an Orthodox Jew, how can I apply this?
 
patientfrog

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I’m an Orthodox Jew, how can I apply this?
you know, i'm sorry, but i know very little about orthodox judaism. i sympathize with anyone with this addiction very much, but unfortunately, i have no advice to give to defeat it outside of the knowledge of my religious tradition. i'd be willing to talk about it if you're open, but it would have to be through a dm. my hunch is anyone without tradition is on shaky ground to defeat this problem (IMO).
 
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thehealingfields

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How the fuck can you tap 26 times in 3 days man? Is my sex drive really that weak that I can’t relate, or are you just some fucking abomination of some sort

I literally struggle to fap twice in the same day. And I’m a young adult.
 
CelticKHV

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I can't physically ejaculate more than twice a day, I don't know if this is a blessing or a curse. I actually only masturbate 4 times a week, if I am particularly horny that week I may ejaculate 6 times.
 
Copexodius Maximus

Copexodius Maximus

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Ya Allah. You must join www.reddit.com/r/muslimnofap Habibi. Inchallah you will be victorious
Jfl, will they accept jews?

How the fuck can you tap 26 times in 3 days man? Is my sex drive really that weak that I can’t relate, or are you just some fucking abomination of some sort

I literally struggle to fap twice in the same day. And I’m a young adult.
All I know is that it’s ovER for me.

I can't physically ejaculate more than twice a day, I don't know if this is a blessing or a curse. I actually only masturbate 4 times a week, if I am particularly horny that week I may ejaculate 6 times.
Idk why I can’t stop :feelsbad:
 
Copexodius Maximus

Copexodius Maximus

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And no right-thinking person worships Jewsus the Kike, what's your point? :feelsreally:
Most religion copers here are Christian. @maharsha was the only other religious kike coper bro, but I think he got gassed 😢
 
Copexodius Maximus

Copexodius Maximus

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I was under the impression that most religious copers here were Mudslimes :feelsdetective:
There are many of those as well, but I think Christ copers edge them out. Ironically, edging is not something I do.
 
Incellectual_Anon

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I need to get on no-fap as fast as I can and delete all the porn from my phone. Or else at this rate of my dopamine receptor being burned out, I will become a permanent zombie that will have no motivation to ever do anything in no time.

It happened long ago. That was the also the end of pre-stimulant programming.
 
Copexodius Maximus

Copexodius Maximus

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Fucked a hooker which feels way better than jerking off

This is my 2nd day of noporn hope I’ll not go back to that shit
How does it feel better?
 
chudur-budur

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I fapped 26 times in 3 days
you fapmog me

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chudur-budur

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God. God gave the grace to do it. at that point, the effects of porn and masturbation among other things was so bad on my life that i decided to bear the ridicule of becoming a catholic than to continue doing that.
not sure about nofap, but fapping with porn will fuck with your head, that's a no brainer.
in a completely normal and natural state, none of us would be fapping, we would have wives and kids
 
Copexodius Maximus

Copexodius Maximus

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not sure about nofap, but fapping with porn will fuck with your head, that's a no brainer.
in a completely normal and natural state, none of us would be fapping, we would have wives and kids
Incels who are in a natural state of nature arrange marriage don’t end up having sex, the wife fucks the neighbours and everyone else.
 
patientfrog

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not sure about nofap, but fapping with porn will fuck with your head, that's a no brainer.
in a completely normal and natural state, none of us would be fapping, we would have wives and kids
there are some tribes that don't even have a word for masturbation. not sure if monkeys even do it in the wild, but they fap a lot more in captivity. there's good data on that too.
 
chudur-budur

chudur-budur

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there are some tribes that don't even have a word for masturbation.
This is true, no indigenous hunter gatherer tribesman fap.
not sure if monkeys even do it in the wild, but they fap a lot more in captivity. there's good data on that too.
Yes, only zoo and lab monkeys fap.
If you are fapping that means you are in a captive situation. Fapping is a physical/mental abuse of young men perpetrated by the gynocentric society. Men are not supposed to fap, coom is supposed to be poured into a fertile womb, not in a sheet of toilet paper.
 
Copexodius Maximus

Copexodius Maximus

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This is true, no indigenous hunter gatherer tribesman fap.

Yes, only zoo and lab monkeys fap.
If you are fapping that means you are in a captive situation. Fapping is a physical/mental abuse of young men perpetrated by the gynocentric society. Men are not supposed to fap, coom is supposed to be poured into a fertile womb, not in a sheet of toilet paper.
In a state of nature, I would have probably roped or be killed by another tribe (cause they want to kill the ugly ones first).
 
patientfrog

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not sure about nofap, but fapping with porn will fuck with your head, that's a no brainer.
in a completely normal and natural state, none of us would be fapping, we would have wives and kids
sure, what you say is true. One problem with fap is that it directly leads to porn for so many. i mean, porn is just the next logical step to fapping. on one level, the line between porn and fapping to your imagination is a small step, and if the purpose of fapping is pleasure, well then porn provides even greater pleasure, so why not?
 
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God. God gave the grace to do it. at that point, the effects of porn and masturbation among other things was so bad on my life that i decided to bear the ridicule of becoming a catholic than to continue doing that.
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