26 years of virginity (as an unusually high libido person) have made me so obsessed with women. I wonder if I will still be this way forever.

[anon1822movie]

I wonder if I would still be this way if I'd lose my virginity.

I know normies always say that after you lose your virginity, or when you have regular sex, then sex becomes something quite mundane, at least much less exciting than the virgin brain imagines it.

But I don't know if that would be the case for me. I've been masturbating a lot since I was 10. And I always had a very high libido, the girls in my class used to call me a pervert cause I made so many perverted jokes. That's back when my autism was harder to control, luckily my depression cured me of that over the years.

But seriously, I can't describe how much I want affection and love and sex with a woman. You have no idea. It's like every single part of a woman excites me. So many fetishes, so many things that make me melt with pleasure just imagining them. Cuddling, kissing, holding tightly, looking into each others' eyes, lying in bed together, holding hands etc... Even just these things seem amazing to me. That's why a prostitute won't even satisfy me, for me sex would be an extension of all those things. An intimate, vulnerable, emotional and mind-melting experience.

And that's just the tip of the iceberg. There's so many things that I've been fantasizing about. Even mundane things. Hearing her talk about her day, asking her about her feelings, and then when we've done that, we feel so intimate and close that we naturally start cuddling and then sex. It's not even the sex, but the emotional intimacy that seems so amazing. And sex would be so much better with the intimacy and closeness. Touching, caressing every inch of her. Assuring that I love every one of her flaws.

God fucking damn it, this is all imaginary, isn't it? A real relationship isn't like that, is it? Fuck, I'm having fantasies that guys usually get over at age 14 or so, during their first few relationships. But I'm a 26 year old fucking bald man who still basically has the mind and experience level of a teenager. These fantasies are probably retarded, but I have no way of knowing what a relationship would actually be like with me and a woman.

 

[Officer KD6-3.7]

To be fair, I've heard the opposite. You don't know what you're really missing out on until you actually lose your virginity. Which makes dry spells unbelievably worse, especially if you have a high libido.
It doesn't matter to me anyway; I got my foreskin snatched by Dr. Shekelstein. I'll never get to experience true sexual pleasure. Actually, I'm pretty sure the only people who spew that notion 'sex is overrated' probably got their foreskins pirated as well.

 

[THE NEWer HONKLER]

It doesn't matter to me anyway; I got my foreskin snatched by Dr. Shekelstein. I'll never get to experience true sexual pleasure. Actually, I'm pretty sure the only people who spew that notion 'sex is overrated' probably got their foreskins pirated as well.

can u like glue it back on

 

[anon1822movie]

To be fair, I've heard the opposite. You don't know what you're really missing out on until you actually lose your virginity. Which makes dry spells unbelievably worse, especially if you have a high libido.
It doesn't matter to me anyway; I got my foreskin snatched by Dr. Shekelstein. I'll never get to experience true sexual pleasure. Actually, I'm pretty sure the only people who spew that notion 'sex is overrated' probably got their foreskins pirated as well.

Not having a foreskin isn't that bad buddy, you just lose a little sensitivity. 99.9% of the sensations and pleasure and emotions and the general feeling of the experience is still just as fantastic, I'm sure.

The point is moot though, I agree. Fuck, a year or two ago I still at least could say that I never actually tried everything I could. But now ... I've gone above and beyond, I've tried so many things. I think I'll actually die without experience female affection.

 

[NeverEndingWinter]

I wonder if I would still be this way if I'd lose my virginity.

I know normies always say that after you lose your virginity, or when you have regular sex, then sex becomes something quite mundane, at least much less exciting than the virgin brain imagines it.

But I don't know if that would be the case for me. I've been masturbating a lot since I was 10. And I always had a very high libido, the girls in my class used to call me a pervert cause I made so many perverted jokes. That's back when my autism was harder to control, luckily my depression cured me of that over the years.

But seriously, I can't describe how much I want affection and love and sex with a woman. You have no idea. It's like every single part of a woman excites me. So many fetishes, so many things that make me melt with pleasure just imagining them. Cuddling, kissing, holding tightly, looking into each others' eyes, lying in bed together, holding hands etc... Even just these things seem amazing to me. That's why a prostitute won't even satisfy me, for me sex would be an extension of all those things. An intimate, vulnerable, emotional and mind-melting experience.

And that's just the tip of the iceberg. There's so many things that I've been fantasizing about. Even mundane things. Hearing her talk about her day, asking her about her feelings, and then when we've done that, we feel so intimate and close that we naturally start cuddling and then sex. It's not even the sex, but the emotional intimacy that seems so amazing. And sex would be so much better with the intimacy and closeness. Touching, caressing every inch of her. Assuring that I love every one of her flaws.

God fucking damn it, this is all imaginary, isn't it? A real relationship isn't like that, is it? Fuck, I'm having fantasies that guys usually get over at age 14 or so, during their first few relationships. But I'm a 26 year old fucking bald man who still basically has the mind and experience level of a teenager. These fantasies are probably retarded, but I have no way of knowing what a relationship would actually be like with me and a woman.

Just buy a pocket pussy bro

 

[THE NEWer HONKLER]

Just buy a pocket pussy bro

how his he gonna find a woman to use it tho?

 

[ItsNeverOver]

I have a girlfriend now, so I don’t have to worry about being a virgin. This allows me to focus on achieving NEET status in the future

 

[anon1822movie]

I have a girlfriend now, so I don’t have to worry about being a virgin. This allows me to focus on achieving NEET status in the future

Wow, you've really got your shit together mate, good for you. Keep it up! Btw, you're the programming guy, right? Do you think it's worth it for someone like me to learn programming? (26 years old already, live in third world country with few jobs). Is there some niche perhaps that would be worth more than web or app development?

 

[Alexander]

It's hard to put into words just how much i want to insert my penis inside a proper female. I feel restless , incomplete. I might never have that raw , sweaty sex with a prime woman. It would've been better to get it when i was 15-16 too

 

[ItsNeverOver]

Wow, you've really got your shit together mate, good for you. Keep it up! Btw, you're the programming guy, right? Do you think it's worth it for someone like me to learn programming? (26 years old already, live in third world country with few jobs). Is there some niche perhaps that would be worth more than web or app development?

Hey man check DMs

 

[highinhibition]

do you also feel horny when you go to prostitutes (you have been a few times in Netherlands to do weed if I remember correctly), surely you must have fucked at least one prostitute

For me the problem is, if I dont have a good nofap streak, my horniness would not outbalance the fact that she is an ugly old whore + that I am a cuck that has to pay + that I have to put on a condom

But if your horniness is really as high as you claim (how it is supposed to be [red pill rage mode 24/7 because of horniness and no sex (given that you dont fap to porn)]) MAYBE you could enjoy prostitutes. I mean you even said you would fuck grannies WTH

 

[anon1822movie]

do you also feel horny when you go to prostitutes (you have been a few times in Netherlands to do weed if I remember correctly), surely you must have fucked at least one prostitute

For me the problem is, if I dont have a good nofap streak, my horniness would not outbalance the fact that she is an ugly old whore + that I am a cuck that has to pay + that I have to put on a condom

But if your horniness is really as high as you claim (how it is supposed to be [red pill rage mode 24/7 because of horniness and no sex (given that you dont fap to porn)]) MAYBE you could enjoy prostitutes. I mean you even said you would fuck grannies WTH

I didn't fuck any prostitutes, unfortunately. They were too expensive, and I'm not paying that much for a few minutes of a woman's time. Weed gave me hours of pleasure for like $10, a prostitute gives you like 15 minutes for more than $50. Which is basically theft, fuck that. I ain't got that kinda cash for fleeting minutes of pleasure. Anyway, now that I'm back in my home country, it's still like $50 an hour, but that's in a country with average salaries of like $300 a month, and I ain't paying a sixth of a monthly salary for an hour of pleasure, that's big money.

But the main reason why I prostitutes won't satisfy me is this: I want cuddling, kissing, holding tightly, looking into each others' eyes, licking pussy. At least some affection, and some intimacy, and also not being in a rush and her not being bored. A prostitute can't grant any of these things, and that's a huge part of sex for me. Even with an ugly fat granny, at least you wouldn't be rushed and she wouldn't be a bored, prostitute whose pussy you can't even lick or whom you can't kiss, and you shouldn't even want to cause you'd get STDs if you even did that with a prostitute.

 

[incelkingkong]

I didn't fuck any prostitutes, unfortunately. They were too expensive, and I'm not paying that much for a few minutes of a woman's time. Weed gave me hours of pleasure for like $10, a prostitute gives you like 15 minutes for more than $50. Which is basically theft, fuck that. I ain't got that kinda cash for fleeting minutes of pleasure. Anyway, now that I'm back in my home country, it's still like $50 an hour, but that's in a country with average salaries of like $300 a month, and I ain't paying a sixth of a monthly salary for an hour of pleasure, that's big money.

But the main reason why I prostitutes won't satisfy me is this: I want cuddling, kissing, holding tightly, looking into each others' eyes, licking pussy. At least some affection, and some intimacy, and also not being in a rush and her not being bored. A prostitute can't grant any of these things, and that's a huge part of sex for me. Even with an ugly fat granny, at least you wouldn't be rushed and she wouldn't be a bored, prostitute whose pussy you can't even lick or whom you can't kiss, and you shouldn't even want to cause you'd get STDs if you even did that with a prostitute.

would you lick pussy another man's been in? that's basically all pussy above 18 (18 xd )

 

[Pale God]

Sounds like me except I have been watching porn since I was 11. I‘m 26 too but had a girlfriend at 14/15 but she was prude and we broke up before I could take her virginity.