Proex
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- Nov 29, 2020
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Even though I try to be as good as I can socially I just cant fake being being normal, I'm too bad at coming up with stuff to talk about. I'm basically silent 90% of the time when I'm with friends and most of what I tell them is thought about for some time before telling them.
My friends are all from different classes so I can only talk to them during breaks. what I mainly tell them is about what happened to me during classes and about a girl i have a crush on even when i have not made a single move on her.
They seem to enjoy hearing about what happened to me because they often ask me about it and once told me that whatever I say is funny and entertaining. I don't think that they're mocking me though, they always buy me food in the case that I forget my money. They once told me that when I talk the topics are so random and that they always change in a big way.
Well I told them about how I was kind of bullied (it was indirect), I entered my classroom, a few people were talking badly about me as I heard a few stuff concerning friends and my name when I went in, one of them realized i was in the room, he/she pointed out I was in the room with them (probably because they wouldn't talk about it if they knew I was there).
My friend told me to meet up with me, he wanted to get in my classroom to fight and threaten the bully but I kept him out the room. He told I have to stand up for myself but I told him that I really don't want trouble and drama (honestly idc about the situation just wanted something to talk about). It was kind of hard keeping him out, well I guess that just means he cares about me. He told me multiple times to make sure I tell him if he tries to make fun of me again, I assured him I would.
It's weird for them to him to still hang out with me considering he has a cute gf (who is the bsf of my crush), is an athlete, and that he could probably get much better friends than me.
Anyway with all that I guess it would be good for me to keep being friends with him so I'll try my best to maintain my friendship with him.
My friends are all from different classes so I can only talk to them during breaks. what I mainly tell them is about what happened to me during classes and about a girl i have a crush on even when i have not made a single move on her.
They seem to enjoy hearing about what happened to me because they often ask me about it and once told me that whatever I say is funny and entertaining. I don't think that they're mocking me though, they always buy me food in the case that I forget my money. They once told me that when I talk the topics are so random and that they always change in a big way.
Well I told them about how I was kind of bullied (it was indirect), I entered my classroom, a few people were talking badly about me as I heard a few stuff concerning friends and my name when I went in, one of them realized i was in the room, he/she pointed out I was in the room with them (probably because they wouldn't talk about it if they knew I was there).
My friend told me to meet up with me, he wanted to get in my classroom to fight and threaten the bully but I kept him out the room. He told I have to stand up for myself but I told him that I really don't want trouble and drama (honestly idc about the situation just wanted something to talk about). It was kind of hard keeping him out, well I guess that just means he cares about me. He told me multiple times to make sure I tell him if he tries to make fun of me again, I assured him I would.
It's weird for them to him to still hang out with me considering he has a cute gf (who is the bsf of my crush), is an athlete, and that he could probably get much better friends than me.
Anyway with all that I guess it would be good for me to keep being friends with him so I'll try my best to maintain my friendship with him.