UglyBastard
People die when they are killed
- Mar 28, 2023
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Everytime I watch anime I feel bad because I remember how shitty my life is. I know what you'll say, life ain't anime. I know that, but normal people have friends, family, job, have some happy interludes. Me, on the other hand, never had any of this.
I can't find happiness while watching anime and reading manga because it always reminds me of how miserable my life is. I don't enjoy playing vidya anymore. The only thing that keeps me from going crazy is listening to music, but even music sometimes is awful to listen. Is this how things are supposed to be? Will I really end up hating everything and everyone? What would one do in order to achieve momentary happiness in life?
I am neither sad nor happy, I'm apathetic towards life. I don't feel the urge to kill myself, but gotta be honest, what's the point in living such a unsightly life?
I can't find happiness while watching anime and reading manga because it always reminds me of how miserable my life is. I don't enjoy playing vidya anymore. The only thing that keeps me from going crazy is listening to music, but even music sometimes is awful to listen. Is this how things are supposed to be? Will I really end up hating everything and everyone? What would one do in order to achieve momentary happiness in life?
I am neither sad nor happy, I'm apathetic towards life. I don't feel the urge to kill myself, but gotta be honest, what's the point in living such a unsightly life?