anon1822thirdaccoun
NEET
- Nov 12, 2022
- 136
I'm gonna be brutally honest, with myself and you. I will only be happy if I achieve a lifestyle where I barely work, make a lot of money, and I can spend that money to rent my own place and buy good drugs daily.
The problem with that is that it's unachievable. I am uninhibited enough to commit crimes, but even after scouring the internet, I haven't even found crimes that would allow me to live a leisurely lifestyle where I had so much money that I could rent my own place and buy good drugs almost daily. (and I don't count shit like drug dealing as a legit lifestyle, no low level drug dealer has ever lived a stable life where they can enjoy leisure and getting high).
And I won't settle for less. Nothing else would make me happy. A wife and kids won't. Fucking pussy daily like a Chad won't. Nah, it's only easy money + drugs that will make me happy.
But making money easily isn't something that can be done. At least not by me, I don't have the talent or skills. I'm just a dude who wants easy money so he can get high.
The problem with that is that it's unachievable. I am uninhibited enough to commit crimes, but even after scouring the internet, I haven't even found crimes that would allow me to live a leisurely lifestyle where I had so much money that I could rent my own place and buy good drugs almost daily. (and I don't count shit like drug dealing as a legit lifestyle, no low level drug dealer has ever lived a stable life where they can enjoy leisure and getting high).
And I won't settle for less. Nothing else would make me happy. A wife and kids won't. Fucking pussy daily like a Chad won't. Nah, it's only easy money + drugs that will make me happy.
But making money easily isn't something that can be done. At least not by me, I don't have the talent or skills. I'm just a dude who wants easy money so he can get high.